Good Friday plus one.
wad a day. haiz. and it's only saturday. BAH. this week end sure is long~!
woke up so early today. =( breakfast was prata. lunch was chicken rice. dinner? ate at a chinese restaurent at JP.
oh! and i bought new shoes.
dum dee dum.
was not in a good mood almost the whole day. and it's because im spending most of my time rotting away in my room and with the brat. who, was irritating as always. argh. such a long weekend and yet, i can't touch the piano~!!!! HAIZ. this is sooooooo idiotic. argh. inconsiderate people. then why should i be considerate? maybe i should rebel and play on the piano as much as i want to, even though i know i'll be screamed at/beaten up etc etc..
tomorrow's probably gonna be the same. haiz.
life's so monotonous these days. i need change. bah. im starting to feel really cramped and stiff.
i'm glad school's starting.
wanna noe what the heck's on my mind?
i'm thinking about why god's sometimes so unfair yet nice at the same time. take me as an example. most of you don't know how many things are actually wrong with me. as in.. physically. bah. but im not gonna say anything here. for the sake of everyone. and of course there's the usual family stuff, other personal problems, shit that happens all the time..
but amidst all that, there are so many good things in life that makes going through it so much easier. so much inspiration, love and grace.
and that leads to dreams. dreams so big, they seem impossible. dreams that are so near yet so far. they are accomplishable yet there's just this one big barrier that's almost impossible to break. haiz. and that barrier lies there because of all the shit that happens. they cause other problems that make tables turn.
turn a hundred and eighty degrees.
why do i have to go through all this?
oh well.. i'm still grateful for all that's given to me.
but still i wish life was kinder. oh well.
" The river runs and the river hides/ Out to the ocean and under the sky/ I promise you the answer will come/ Hold on to patience and watch for the sign "
woke up so early today. =( breakfast was prata. lunch was chicken rice. dinner? ate at a chinese restaurent at JP.
oh! and i bought new shoes.
dum dee dum.
was not in a good mood almost the whole day. and it's because im spending most of my time rotting away in my room and with the brat. who, was irritating as always. argh. such a long weekend and yet, i can't touch the piano~!!!! HAIZ. this is sooooooo idiotic. argh. inconsiderate people. then why should i be considerate? maybe i should rebel and play on the piano as much as i want to, even though i know i'll be screamed at/beaten up etc etc..
tomorrow's probably gonna be the same. haiz.
life's so monotonous these days. i need change. bah. im starting to feel really cramped and stiff.
i'm glad school's starting.
wanna noe what the heck's on my mind?
i'm thinking about why god's sometimes so unfair yet nice at the same time. take me as an example. most of you don't know how many things are actually wrong with me. as in.. physically. bah. but im not gonna say anything here. for the sake of everyone. and of course there's the usual family stuff, other personal problems, shit that happens all the time..
but amidst all that, there are so many good things in life that makes going through it so much easier. so much inspiration, love and grace.
and that leads to dreams. dreams so big, they seem impossible. dreams that are so near yet so far. they are accomplishable yet there's just this one big barrier that's almost impossible to break. haiz. and that barrier lies there because of all the shit that happens. they cause other problems that make tables turn.
turn a hundred and eighty degrees.
why do i have to go through all this?
oh well.. i'm still grateful for all that's given to me.
but still i wish life was kinder. oh well.
" The river runs and the river hides/ Out to the ocean and under the sky/ I promise you the answer will come/ Hold on to patience and watch for the sign "
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