HI. I'm back.
after what? 2 years?
And i thought i wouldnt ever come back to this place.
yea. lydia.dot.net.tc is down again. for quite some time now though. cos everyone's too lazy to do anything about it at the moment HAHA
I decided to reactivate this blog cos I kinda miss blogging. and cos there's nothing much else to do tonight.
LOL.
And thus i sit here, with Josh Groban's beautiful tenor voice serenading through the night. HAHA ok fine. in my room. sigh. his voice is so gorgeous. can't wait for the Chess the Musical's CD and DVD. Josh, Idina Menzel, Kerry Ellis and Adam Pascal on one CD. OMG. sigh. i want.
Anyway - i've moved.
the new place is.. ok i guess. i mean.. can sleep, can eat, it's fine.
except.. the traffic at the main road is horribly noisy. doesnt help that im a VERY light sleeper.
and the kois are always hungry. geez.
AND the internet at night is crazy. dont know why.
Next week's gonna be rather eventful i guess.
like.. for once.
watched the bronze medal table tennis match yesterday night.
expected. haha. oh well.
im so random tonight.
let's recap today. i have a feeling it's gonna be a rather short recap for a seemingly long day.
my morning was perfectly fine. i woke up feeling rather optimistic about today. i washed up and went down for breakfast. was eating and thinking and being grateful for the breakfast and for the wonderful weather, until a false accusation was made at me, which i shall not bring up again because it'll just make me mad again. i hate it when people make assumptions. sigh. what a way to spoil the day.
that caused a break down to occur
(somewhere else where no one can see me, of course, lest i would get a scolding for breaking down. hey. im human. but some people just don't understand)and a foul mood to linger on throughout the day.
see? short. but all in all, it was a rather miserable day.
hmm..
can i be deep for a moment?
the mind and soul have been very frustrated these days. or weeks.
i ask for peace and guidance to be found again.
havent slept peacefully in weeks.
ciao.