im bored. damn bored.
and tomorrow's gonna be hell. bleh. i hate this. haiz. can't i ever be prepared for piano lesson? bleh.
oh well..
wonder what i should do tml morning.. and after piano.. haiz sian.
i realised that im writing songs that.. are revolving less around relationships. as in BGR kinda relationships. haha yay.. that's good. haha.. i've always wanted to move out of the usual relationship stuff and go on to write on some other stuff that's more unusual. yep. so i guesss it's good that ive started.
looking at the music industry in singapore, i can't help but be proud and disappointed and afraid at the same time. i don't think this needs much of elaboration does it?
when will someone be considered a good songwriter?
how many of us will make it as musicians, or people in the music industry?
what will we be like 10 years down the road?
was this a right choice?
those questions just popped from my head haha.. oh well. perhaps they'll be answered one day.
everyday we are one step closer to who we're gonna be. the journey there's gonna be difficult, wearing and sometimes depressing. but amidst all that, there will most definitely be the fun and positive moments that will be treasured forever. hold on all the precious memories, let them light the way. look beyond the horizon and keep walking. have faith. we'll get there in the end.
did i just write that? lol
oh! can i ask you a question? who am i to you? haha and.. who do you think is the real me?
heh. that's something worth thinking about but i doubt anyone's gonna bother. lol...
deception. lies. masks. disguises. [ reminds me of Shakespeare's "Twelfth Night", but nevermind haha. ] cover ups. the mockery of the forced behaviour of people with high social status. [ reminds me of Wole Soyinka's "Telephone Conversation", but again, nevermind haha] why? and the truth?
haha. i have no idea why i typed the last paragraph.
anyway, i think i should stop before this entry goes totally random. haha... wad should i do now?!
sheesh. this entry really is kinda random. haha.. ciao!
oh well..
wonder what i should do tml morning.. and after piano.. haiz sian.
i realised that im writing songs that.. are revolving less around relationships. as in BGR kinda relationships. haha yay.. that's good. haha.. i've always wanted to move out of the usual relationship stuff and go on to write on some other stuff that's more unusual. yep. so i guesss it's good that ive started.
looking at the music industry in singapore, i can't help but be proud and disappointed and afraid at the same time. i don't think this needs much of elaboration does it?
when will someone be considered a good songwriter?
how many of us will make it as musicians, or people in the music industry?
what will we be like 10 years down the road?
was this a right choice?
those questions just popped from my head haha.. oh well. perhaps they'll be answered one day.
everyday we are one step closer to who we're gonna be. the journey there's gonna be difficult, wearing and sometimes depressing. but amidst all that, there will most definitely be the fun and positive moments that will be treasured forever. hold on all the precious memories, let them light the way. look beyond the horizon and keep walking. have faith. we'll get there in the end.
did i just write that? lol
oh! can i ask you a question? who am i to you? haha and.. who do you think is the real me?
heh. that's something worth thinking about but i doubt anyone's gonna bother. lol...
deception. lies. masks. disguises. [ reminds me of Shakespeare's "Twelfth Night", but nevermind haha. ] cover ups. the mockery of the forced behaviour of people with high social status. [ reminds me of Wole Soyinka's "Telephone Conversation", but again, nevermind haha] why? and the truth?
haha. i have no idea why i typed the last paragraph.
anyway, i think i should stop before this entry goes totally random. haha... wad should i do now?!
sheesh. this entry really is kinda random. haha.. ciao!

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